I don't think I've every heard a more genuine apology. And your words communicated your pain/discomfort/etc. very convincingly. Sorry you have to go thru this. Hopefully you will get some support here. I don't know who you might have irritated but I can't imagine anyone not accepting your apology.

Good luck in your path to regaining your health.

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[On a totally different note, my system which has limited memory crashed while I was creating this message. Then when I restarted Firefox, I got a message that it was downloading bluemoon.mp4. If anyone else has this experience, please let me know. I canceled the download so no harm done, I don't think.]