How do I get the pills I need/wish. I speak DIRECTYLY to the Neuro. I tell him, Look...my record looks less than clear I know, but I am really suffering, and I would like YOUR help in figuring this whole thing out. I know this is the type of disease that can bring out the drug seekers, and the whiners, but after walking a mile in their shoes I can see why! Can you help me? and that normally unlocks many closed doors and hearts.