I am sorry you are depressed. I know they do this treatment for severe depression. Look through the posts for today. There was another person on today, that did this, and now isn't so sure it was good to do. There were some memory problems involved with the side effects. Make sure if you choose to do this therapy that you do find out from your doctor what all the possible side effects can be. I hope that you can find a solution, that may not be so hard on you. Are you in therapy? Is there any way NT can help? I sure will be here to talk to any time. I have depression too, and often come back here for the best therapy of all, interaction with others who have some troubles too. Lots of compassion with folks in this site. Take care Debbie, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie