I'm looking around my post for something I wanted to say, but I'm not quite sure now if it's supposed to be here or if I put it up for someone else. ha. Anyway, I wanted to say that I'm hoping that maybe in the future, even if it takes a few years, I'll be able to pick up where I left off with the nursing. (I've always had a pride thing about having classmates find you working a cashier job in your late twenties but it's better than nothing, until then. It's hard for me to be patient ) But I'm trying to focus on the future. This neuropsychiatrist I see has me concentrating on that now, he says I get too wrapped up in my present difficulty and being bitter about the past. He wants me to be thankful for what I do have right now, find ways, even small ways, of making progress into new things or skills (so I'm having my fiance teach me some Spanish) and have a more forward thinking mindset. SO I think about the future, how ever long it may be, when I feel like I can pick back up where I left off.