Goofy...my mother died 23 yrs ago last month...I still miss her, I took care of her until she died and I wouldn't call her back either. January 2011 my gmother, her mother, 102 died...I felt it was the last piece of my mother...I wouldn't call her back either she so wanted to go home.

Last year one day after my birthday, my cousin died...I miss him...I keep waiting for his call I know will not come...him I'd call back to kick his butt...

I know the heart aches but it also feels joy.