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Originally Posted by lucyjasp
First of All, you aren't the only one.
I've been depressed for years and I still don't know the answer as to what's happening. I do want help, but i also want to succeed on my own.... Anyway, I know that people would always say "exercise, do activities, get out of the house, yada yada" Those all DO work I suppose, but not in the long run. I suppose the best thing at this moment is to talk to someone who relates. They sympathize because they know. And when you know that THEY know, you feel a little less out of place. It won't cure what you're feeling, but it's a good start. I hope I was of help.
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Again im up, and cant sleep. I dont really have anyone to talk to, when ever i try to press the issue with my mom or anyone else, they either cant relate, dont believe me or think im being melodramatic. yes, im only 16 and have a wonderful life, why cant i just be happy.
Its indescribable, the the way the deppression creeps up, ill be great all day, playing laughing having a good time, then one thought will set it off. The blanket of grief seems to comeout of hiding and smother me. Im sure yoy know the panic i mean, that hot tingling panic that fills you to you throw up. Theres no way to make someone thats never felt like this understand. Its like im drowning.