(((((((((((((( Eva ))))))))))))) (that was a great big humongous hug!)

Just hold on, sister. Pain sucks, but your steadfastness is a blessing to me. I've spent more than a few nights crying and just wanting the pain to STOP, too. Or at least wishing it would back off a bit. I usually wake up about every hour or two with that annoying burning and numbness in my legs and feet, get up and pace around the house for awhile, then go back to bed and pray for sleep. But our God is a good God, and I've found that His grace is always sufficient (whether I think so or not at the time).

You've been through a lot, yet you still believe. I think God rewards that kind of faith. So glad you have your sweet little grandchild to cuddle and love. There's a huge blessing right there, as you well know.

Also know that there are those here who care, too.....about you.

Warm hugs,
Jan