((((((( lily ))))))))

I know dealing with physical and mental/emotional at the same time can be OVERWHELMING...leaving us to feel helpless and worse, hopeless as well as isolated. I do understand. I've been there and will be again.

I deal with nerve pain as well at PSTD due to being a survivor of horrific (some say) childhood abuse. I've been in the places where NO ONE was hearing me...no one. They didn't hear my screams and cries...pleading for someone, somewhere to just HEAR me.

Lily, I HEAR you. You're not alone.

Let us hear you and be here for you as we can. Let us help you gain the resources you've lost and hopefully you can have the strength in real life to keep screaming until you're heard. Not all therapist and psychiatrists are like the ones you've just dealt with. Therapy saved my quality of life...literally.

Honey, you're not alone. We care that you hurt. We hear your cries. You'll never be alone while we're here.

Please don't hesitate to PM me if you want to talk in a more detailed manner, or if you'd like to talk on IM, OK? I will watch for a PM from you even if I don't show online. I've been where you're at and it can get better.

KD