Just wondering if anyone is still up. I can't get into the chat room on my phone. Having really lots of trouble with my thinking and not sleeping is making it worse. I am heading to a course suggested by one of my doctors on Wednesday so just trying to make it til then. Been pretty bad lately. I hate to only come here when I am suicidal, but it seems like there is not much else on my mind lately. I had such a bad experience in the psych ward last time that I want
To stay out of there at just about all costs.