I am so sorry for your suffering and truley feel bad foe you. Feel free to vent I feel most of us do. I have not been here long at all but have found great support here. I am just a little older than you and also truley enjoyed my job. My injury has left me with not enough upstairs to do it plus I get utterly fatigued with no effort at all.

Most days are long and painful and I struggle to contribute. Here I have found I can offer kind words and if I am lucky a little knowedge. I cant do anything I used to so I despartely try here.

Hope you feel better.