Please accept my deepest condolences. I've been married 38 yrs (not counting the 3 before that). I would be devastated! You sound like a strong person.
As I age I begin to realize that every day is a gift. And you had 30 yrs of that.
Most people do not. I know this does not make up for the loss, but as time passes, you will remember those years. And he is with you in some way, everyday too. I believe that.
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