I am here and praying for you. I am so sorry you are in such misery. I hope you do the infusions. I have had that same medication with floroscope to my spine. It didn't hurt me, only helped me. Keep going for help and don't stop till you get some help. don't give up and demand the help. You deserve to feel better. don't worry about over talking, I will listen, it really is OK. We all need someone in our corner to help. ginnie