Come on cankle buddy we are in this together! I myself just had a crying meltdown... we all feel weak sometimes. Pain and depression are liars. They keep us from realizing who we can be despite our disease.
I don't know you personally but we are united by our similarities. You have made me laugh on days when I was desperate for a reason to smile and couldn't see past the hurting. You are a beautiful person (cankles and all) and I'm thankful for you!

Big big soft hugs.