Originally Posted by painman2009

I take all of my meds at night because during the day the kids r with me . and I might have to drive. but what I'm realizing is I am more alert when ont the oxycodone then when just dealing with the pain itself. Lately with my wife being
layer off and home I do get to take the pain killer earlier. but I have also been doubling up a lot this week, I don't know what has happened to make it this much worse. even my back issues are cranking up the volume, and my wrists are giving out painfully. I "do" see the sun through this but it seem at points unreachable. it doesn't stop the trek though. I will always trek on. just some times slower. I carry the poem "foot prints" with me every where to remind me. thank you all for your support. it gives me a stronger belief in that poem..