Thanks guys. On Monday I'm going to be a car salesmen I quit security fearing I'll get into a fight etc . I have a family of 5 depending on me so I'm going back to work I feel 80% but my family needs to eat so do I gotta work . This was a horrible experience and almost gave up but I'll still be carefull and take it easy being patient was worth it I thought I'd never feel better I thought I'd be a vegetable forever but progress is ok and I'm still optimistic of the future