Mark, Sorry to read you are having such a tough time. Don't know if this will help you, but there is a wonderful food program Angel Food Ministries that once a month you can order food for cents on the dollar. This is a program across the USA. Go to their web site and type in you area of the country to see if your town belongs to this program. Some places will deliver if you are unable to pick up. You do not have to prove need and the food is good. Usually the churches in the area are the ones you contact, some put booklets in with the food, if you are not interested in their belief system drop it in th trash. Also if there are any Mom and Pop restaurants in you area call and see what they do with their leftovers. Where I live the community has a program where the food is gathered from the restaurants, plated and frozen. People can pick up so many meals a week. In the USA no one should go hungry or be maded to feel belitted because of need. For every Bitc* you will find many more angels---you just have to know where to look. Take Care, CARose