You precious lady, Jan, and your little boy..... you bring tears to my eyes, for in loss any of us has suffered, while the understanding may one day dawn, the emptiness of that special place where we hugged our loved one remains. Cleo and I know through miscarriage of a twin and the passing of our stillborn granddaughter a year ago the day before Samson came this year.
Now with each we can respect that both must have been in trouble. We know for sure our granddaughter was. And the tears pour just now as I think of your baby. We will hug our children and grandchildren as we go to glory.... and it is amazing as I have set with elder friends of ours and my paternal grandma, each has had the sense of approaching glory.... such an open window on the forthcoming.......
I am probably asking a question you have already answered, but since you unplugged the one lead, have you tried plugging the other into that same plugin? Thus, you might test its running, although the program might not be quite what you had it set to emulate. Maybe if plugged into the other socket, it might function? Probably done that already. You see, since we are both Boston Scientific, I imagine your Trial unit is in a white velcro soft belt around your waist complete with the little pocket for the generator. The same type generator with which you will be implanted is used in the Trial, by the way.
HUGZ APLENTY,
Prayers too,
Mark56
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