Hi there
sorry to hear of your struggles
You may also want to register at our other site, PsychCentral, where they have a specific forum for self injury, and support groups that may be helpful to you
here is the main link
http://forums.psychcentral.com/
and here is the SI group
http://forums.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=17
hope that helps a bit