I've been gone for a week and am just now seeing this thread.
Oh how my heart goes out for you. You are a precious woman through and through, having suffered the ultimate pain of losing your child. I am so very sorry.
You have so much spirit in you. It shows thru in your writings. Your humor, your caring nature and so much more. You also have the gift of music in you. I truly believe music is a powerful vessel which reaches thru to the spiritual rhelm. Music is a beautiful thing and it keeps us connected to our loved ones who have crossed over to the other side.
I have a younger brother who is there. We used to play our guitars together and laugh all the time. I lost him 10 years ago and the sadness is always there, but I look forward to the day when we will be reunited.

How wonderful this day will be for you and your son....
God bless you, Jan....and also your precious boy...



Rae