Please our friend, for you do not seem to be in the midst of help from any professional regarding the great difficulty with all of the sad feelings you know. I feel deep Christ love for you and it seems to flow from your family to cover you over. There is a place in your heart where a very special part of you resides and knows harming your arms brings no cure to the issue of deciding a holiday is very much needed.
Ginnie here sends Angels to watch over folks, may she so so with you! As for me the prayers I utter relate to you in many ways my friend,
Feeling joy you have a holiday toward which to plan,
May your spirit be lifted up,
Mark56
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