Im sorry to read your post about your son and how he is making you feel so sad this day. I pray for you both that whatever hatred he has in his heart towards his mum will pass and that one day you will share that beautiful bond a mother and son should share. I pray for you I really do.
I do hope that all the other pain and suffering you have will subside too and that God will listen to our prayers for you.
Tak care
Jackie x