I am so sorry your son has hurt you. Why is it sometimes that the ones we love the most seem to hurt us the worst. Only moms, who have been hurt thus understand your anguish. When I get into that church tomorrow, it won't be myself that I pray for, it will be you and the folks on NT. I don't go to church much, hurts to walk, lousy excuse I know. I just got out of the habit I guess when I had my own pity party. Got Mad I think at God. I figured I could pray just as good on my own. Now I am thinking I need more help to learn how to pray better maybe, I don't know. It is hard to offer praise in this particular church I attend. Everyone is so joyfull, and I tear up, and I never understand why I behave like that. That was another reason.
I hope tonight finds you and me both, more at peace. Wish we were neighbors so we could chat eye to eye. Take care Eva, I will be praying for you. ginnie