Hi,

Sounds like quite the ordeal. I had some very severe psychosomatic pain back in 2008. I was cripple for 3 years. The Doctors thought that I had injured my ankle, but found out that there was nothing wrong with it. But by the time I realized the pain was coming from my mind, the ankle brace itself had run down my ankle and I was left using the cane. I resorted to Therapy techniques to get myself to the point where I can now run. I did a lot of self talk where I would get the fear and anger under control so that the pain wouldn't get out of hand. Too many people underestimate the power of the mind. Now if someone has a legitimate condition that has been discovered with MRI, Blood tests, X-rays,etc.etc. Then the pain is just serving its purpose. But not many people realize how much of a role that our emotions play in making the pain unbearable. So hopefully things can begin to turn around for you. I feel bad just hearing your story. Don't worry, there are a lot of people to get to know.