Thank you everyone for the support. I have recently had a couple of horrible weeks. My pain level has been well above average. I have been isolating from everyone so that they won't see how bad I am doing, so my pain doesnt cause me to be ill with them, and so that they don't feel obligated to help. I went to an appt Thursday and was given 8 in office injections into my spine and right lower back. I believe they have only made things worse..the pain..the aggravation from having steriods pumping through me..everything. He told me if this didnt seem to help he would put me in for a LESI next wk..only thing with that is I have had so many that I now have epidural fibrosis I'm sorry to get on here and vent, just seems the only place I can turn where people understand. I know my family feels for me, but I know they cant ever really understand.