I am new here and have had this 3 and 1/2 years
![Mad](images/smilies/mad.gif)
. All my friends have gone by the wayside because they can still do all the stuff I cannot do anymore. Pain is unbearable at times and that is being nice. Doctors are oblivious to what I have, and look at me as a drug abuser. So all in all life sucks, except for my family.