I appreciate the welcome and the way the correlation is expressed by other circumstances similar to my own. The amount confusion and level of helplessness I feel at times, make it difficult to express my feelings. I have a problem with addressing any weakness since I was brought up in an environment where it was common for the saying...suck it up and drive on, or rub some dirt on it and move on, was/is quite common. I went with it for as long as I could and it almost sent me over the edge. The significant brain damage caused by this mentality makes me feel like the record is skipping. The shunt and normalization of the brain due to re-pressuring and hopefully healing are all a part of the current process and I hope I'm on track. Be careful everyone, the MRI caused the valve to adjust and sent me through a whole new normalization process and it was quite difficult to get back to some flat plane of existence. Like I said....what a ride. I'll chat more later. Thanks for listening.
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Will