We have decided for my to not drive, i guess i just felt so upset that i cant even drive, nor can i ride a bike or walk or get to the bus stop. so now i am stuck at home, but now i have relised that i never reall left before, i usually am not feeling good enough to leave the house.

So, i guess its more me being emotional then practical. because i hardly drove anyways, and i barely leave the house. its just now i dont have the "freedom" to leave if i wanted to. Thank you all for you help and advice. Sometimes you just need help getting the grasp of it!