Yes, I get it now. Sorry that this happened to you. In that 5 past to 10 past years, I had 9 surgeries. Try working around that. It was tough, and I didn't quit till my neck actually didn't work anymore. Never worked harder for anything in life as I knew for two years.; the disability was coming. My neck hurt for a long time before I addressed the situation. There must be a better way to go for people who get sick, or injured. It is awful for those that don't qualify. Makes me so sad for you. ginnie