I posted a thread on here called I am frightened.
Now it's more I am frustrated.

No one wants to hear anyone moan.

However since my TBI 2 weeks ago, I cannot focus my sight, cannot think, cannot put words together, cannot cry or laugh or express myself or feel alive.

I don't want visitors, but I feel alone.

Last night husband invited friends for dinner.

Didn't tell me.

They expected me to react as I always do and get on with it so I did.

No one can see what is happening inside.


-Exhausted
-In pain
-Frustrated
-Angry I tried to explain to my husband and friends how bad this is. They laughed at me and told me to go to bed because I was moody and clearly tired!!

I cannot cry, yet feel so alone and sad that even my closest friends will not listen.

I tried to tell my husband this morning how I feel but he says I am an embarrassment.

Today I am left alone to "rest", without my baby daughter again.
Please someone help me I feel like I am falling into a hole that I cannot climb out of.