My biggest fear is that 10yrs from now (or sooner rather than later) my family will tire of having to take care of me. I know in my heart this is not true, but that does not keep my mind from wondering always. Finding this site has been a blessing, hearing so many who are able to relate. In return I hope you find relief in your future as well..Until that point I am here to offer any advice I can.. or at the very least I can be someone to vent too.