Ok, I see. You seem pretty organised especially regarding your activity level. If I may ask are you taking any other meds?

The oxycodone makes sense now...

I'm currently working similar hours, all day on my feet and it's no joke. At work I'm labelled as "the miserable, moody one". I'm surprised they haven't fired me yet.

Over the years I've learnt that people will never be able to understand, so I've kept it to myself.

It's like the people who don't understand just waste what they have without even a remote understanding that everything they thought they knew about themselves, about how they interpret the world, can be taken from them in a second.