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Originally Posted by Distantmalice
so in my search for help for my constant mental problems, i wound up on this site:P
im still a little nervous though, but i hope thats okay!
im Distantmalice, or Carry.
you can call me whichever. i have a mind that torments me and feels like a different person.
i have a super nintendo and comic books about demon fighting that i love 
i had pink hair, but i chopped it off.
anyhoo. uh..yeah! thats all:P |
uhh i suppose i should talk about my problem then:P
lets see. ever since i got out of high school, i've been constantly tormented by my mind.
it tells me things. horrible things.
i can't get it to stop.
just recently, it came back full force.
it doesn't feel like its a part of me, but it hurts so much. my body feels like its going to split apart any second now. i want the pain to stop.
i want my mind to stop calling me horrible things like murderer, rapist, pedo, etc..
supposedly to my mind, being socially awkward and shy means that i am these things to it.
i keep telling myself that i've never done these terrible things and i never will, but my mind persists on calling me these hurtful things.
please, i don't know whats wrong with me. please. if anyone knows. please tell me.