I am feeling emotional. Quick to cry and I am not a cry baby. Easy to be defeated, and quick to say whats the point. I am bored here, I want to travel, I am at the point of demanding to move, even if it means abandoning this house, and im lonely! Most of my friends left with the dx as its hard to be friends with someone who cant/wont go out all the time. They were sympathetic but they have their own lives, and needs. So, yes, I am awash in emotions and quick to trigger an outburst. Quick to be defensive and quick to be affected by music or TV or something the neighbor said. Normally I am a rock and let a lot slide on by. I want to go spray the fireworks guy in the face with a fire hose when he lights off fireworks at 10pm every Fri, sat and sun night. STOP IT! I want to put spike strips on my street to stop those who are using as their personal free town race track. STOP IT!

So...yeah, i see what youre saying.