Oh, I have been where you are more than once! Yes, "hysterical conversion reaction" when the myocolonic jerks started. I felt the same as you. I called the MS support group leader that I was supposed to meet for the first time that night and she said, "Oh, I think you need to come and talk w us." It was the best move.

I don't know what you have but see if you can see this guy or the other neuro again in 3 to 6 months so they can see any changes over time.

So many have gone through this. And the Chronic Fatigue/Fibro myalgia sufferers, too.

I'll be thinking about you today and don't you dare be embarrassed for 1 second. They just don't know YET what is wrong.

ANN