Dear Mari

Thanks Mari.

And yes he really did - boy did he.

And yesterday took the cake it really did.

I currently do not have an appointment with pdoc, and I do not intend on making one. The way I feel right now, I never want to see him again. This feeling supersedes any guilt about his seeing me free of charge, considering reassurances he has made in the past and his behavior yesterday.

I am very tired now so i will come back later to post an update about that supposed "phone session."

The benzo did help somewhat. Prolly the whole 2.5 woulda been better though considering what was to come... sheesh.

~ waves ~