I thought i would pop in and say hello to you all whilst my nocturnal habits, are upside down.

My first grandchild was due yesterday, but the little wiggle monster has decided its much more comfie where he is and who can blame the little guy. my eldest son is a beaming Father to be, excited and positively buzzing to become a dad.

Today my youngest son passed his college exams and now University beckons in September......................where did there childhood go? .....i blinked and they were men.

Its been a complicated last 4 months..............back on mood stabilizers which help a great deal............but i do worry.........that i have become slightly desensatised..but i guess that's the price to pay for some relative peace...........

I now have Fibromyalgia to add to my list of aging ailments, hence tonight's sleeplessness.........only took ten months for that diagnosis so they are getting better

Oh and after 12 months on secondment as a group-worker i got the full time post.........my hooray is tinged with caution as all this austerity and and government cut backs in the UK just keep on coming...........our next waiting game is September....[more job losses loom]


I sincerely hope you are all well, i have missed you all


David