So I called the big boss at the park service after meeting with my case manager, talking to my old counselor on the phone and an appt with my new counselor. I told him what happened and that I don't feel safe there. They are moving me to a new section with new people. I will still have to commute. I will change my work days to MWF so I get a break in between to recover and exercise because a day of work exhausts me to no end.

Once again I decided it is not time to quit cigars.

Mari, we have alot in common. I do go to Costco when the doors open. Trip wears a bright orange vest that says "service dog" " do not pet" he has been verrrrryyyyy protective of me in my current state, which is just what he is supposed to do. I look art the floor and avoid eye conact with people and totally isolate myself which is how i feel most comfortable when i dont HAVE to be interacting. Yesterday I was way too tired to go paddle boarding so I may try again today.

It is so super frustrating that everyone's TBI/PTSD is so different because even they don't understand. I get such solace from you all. Thank you.

Hilary