Sooooooooo.......here we go again, next chapter. I'd previously mentioned that after thirty-six years of dealing with this monster, I could no longer "feel" when I had to go until it was too late. Since this problem had completely taken over my life with time spent in the bathroom changing (3 hours), the rest of the time worrying about the next episode and the cost of incontinence supplies, the home nurses and I decided on having a foley catheter put in. This was a week ago Thursday. It's really nice staying "dry", but a constant reminder of something else this disease has taken away.

There is a leg bag that I can use under my pants when other people are around plus the regular one for use other times, especially at night. Maybe now I can sign up for van transportation services since I hesitated before due to never knowing when the flood would happen. It would make it so much easier to be able to travel with my power wheelchair instead of trying to transfer to a regular car. Really need to make a couple doctor appointments which are past due.

I'm thinking this will be a good test of how my body reacts to something foreign taking up residence before I pursue getting a supra-pubic catheter put in. Had some bladder spasms Friday......felt like labor pains. Yikes! Hope they don't come back again. Anyway, guess it's a step forward in some ways, but in others I feel like I'm going backward losing some more normal bodily functions.

Then there is the situation with my legs. They remain swollen and "weeping". It's been decided to wrap them with the unna boots again, but this last time the nurse made them so darn tight, I couldn't stand up. Ya know????? So I took the things off the next day. Now of course my slippers become saturated with the draining lymph, with bare feet, the footrests on my chair resemble a ski slope and my heels stick to it so feels like the skin is ripping off when my legs spazzz. Are we having fun yet? Hopefully they'll come up with a different solution next time.

I'm so sick of living with this disease and the constant pain.
Thank you for reading and understanding.