I took Trip to the vet today because he has a hard bump on his right rear leg. I noticed it two days ago. The vet took a sample and suggested sending the cells off to a lab because one of the cells had multiple nuclei and the other was abnormal. All I can think is cancer. I am so distraught. I am getting so many bad experiences and I don't think I can handle it. If Trip dies, I really have nothing to live for. He is my everything. I have to wait a couple days for the results and I can't help but think the worst, that would just compliment my life. I am so scared.