Thank you Alffie,
Yes, I am still fighting. My kids are all grown with families of their own. It is hard to raise a family in todays world. I didn't give them a great start into adulthood either. All my money went for providing for them, so no help with a 1st car, apt, insurance. Nothing like that. I have 2 sons 30 and 28 and a daughter 29. I don't want them to have to have the worry of me on them along with everyday living. I am trying to find a church. I am trying to find something..Sometimes the hardest thing is to be alone in a roomful of family.
I still miss my mama and daddy so much, and I am just having a pity party. So many other people need support more than I do.
Thank you again........
deb