KathyM... you make sense for me... thanks for that!

Well, actually, you ALL have made sense for me.

I've experimented with removing the things I enjoy - my chorus, my friends, my sons, my personal upkeep, entertaining, cleaning. They are my sanity- my life line... and I'm struggling to hold on to all of them...

and instead, I hold on to an abusive job.

duh

I can't hold onto this abusive job any longer... internally, its a mess.

and so am I.

It it is to be, its up to me.

stay tuned ... xo Addy