I do NOT feel quilt about that. honestly I feel like dancing that she didnt let the illness cage her and torture her and ALL those around her . She moved back home 8 months ago to help her mom with her dad who has Alzheimer also only further along then she was . I am very hmmm I feel guilty doing things we liked to do . I feel guilty for my life and my kids and how she didnt get such a great shake of the dice in life. out kids the same age my oldest is in her last year at Duke . her oldest is now gaurdin of her younger bro..who has sever downs syndrom. my youngest is in last year of high scholl her boy has downs and is at a 5 yr old level. I feel guilty so badly that all my life she helped me .. and what did I do ??? I could not do one damn thing . I better stop before I fully unload ..I need to get ready for work. Thanks so much Alfee . I am so very very deeply sorry for your loss. even tho I seem to be into my issues ..I am dearly sorry for your loss
PEACE
BMW.