Doydie, I'm so sorry. I don't know if your husband has always been this way, or if he has something medical going on, but you are in an abusive relationship, and there is nothing wrong with wanting (needing) to get out. If his uncontrollable temper hasn't manifested itself in physical harm to you yet, it will. Get some help. Do what you need to do. Don't wait until it's too late. Got your back, prayer-wise.