Great advice and know you are not alone. It is a wierd and lonely road sometimes.
Please know however, God has a plan for you and time will reveal and cancel out all the bad days. You have come to a good place. Ask questions and know that you count in this world. Know you are not alone.
Being poor is another sad side of this and many illnesses. Poor in spirit is up to us.
Talk soon and prayers going your way.
I wrote to you before I found this. New and just learning my way around this site.
If 21 years of RSD has taught me anything it is, Don't give up and dig deep inside yourself to find hidden passions that will help you open up to your miracle.
You have found one now; other RSD folks.
God bless you and keep you strong. Peace & LUV, Andrea