I feel for you - you're too young to be having to deal with any of this!

I went from a career, social life, money etc to a jobless hermit counting pennies. But it's early days for you, and for me too. I live in hope that one day we will be fully recovered, and I'm sure others here who are further down the road in their recovery can vouch for that. I'm so sorry for all that you're going through. What kind of support do you have? Do you live with your mom and dad?