I am so sympathetic. It sounds like the craziness I've been through, too. It is just awful, and my emotional situation is critical over it. I can't take any psychotropic drugs and I need one now. My propanalol and klonopin do help emotions a little but I need a shot of 100 proof whiskey about now (can't drink at all). I would like to try LDN but I do not think anyone will respond to that request. Does it help emotions, Sally?