Hi again,

Please tell me if I'm posting too much,

Contacted a friend of my partner? today, was very discreet and felt disloyal doing it but, I asked him not to mention it to him if they were in contact.

He said he had met up with my partner? about 2 wks ago, and although he mentioned that he had moved out of my place, he (the friend) didn't at the time sense anything out of the ordinary with him.

He did however mention that in the past my partner? had gone completely off the radar for about six months, and perhaps this was some sort of repeat of that..

Wish I'd never asked, serves me right for intruding. Now, I'm wondering if I've imagined the whole thing, or if its easy for my partner? to act ok in front of the friend...to put on a face?? Also what about the 6 months thing, although I sort of think I know where he was and what was happening in his life at that time (very stressful period again) We had in the past discussed this time, never was depression mentioned, however he doesn't think he is this time either...

Feeling very disloyal, and intrusive on top of all the rest now...@ least he "appears" to be ok??