Agreed - I had just finished school and less than a week later I fell and hit my head - I've been stuck at home for about 8 months now. My social life is gone, I can't work, can't go out.

Hitting your head is serious business.

I used to love watching "fail videos." Me and my buddies would put them on the big screen and laugh at people falling off bikes and skateboards.

Now I find I feel a little sick to my stomach watching them. I can't help but wonder if those people are suffering long term consequences from those terrible falls. I can't watch skateboarding at all with out pangs of regret (its how I got my injury)

If I were you I would leave on your on volition while you can. It will be less painful that being stuck "on the dark side" and looking back filled with regret.