Thanks for the advice, but I should clarify; I'm currently taking lithium and seroquel and while my mood's been generally good and I've been getting some legendary sleep, the paranoia thing still persists. Even when I wake up and I'm 100% sure that my thoughts aren't going to fast or to slow and they're limited mostly to ".....ugh...hungry" and nothing insanely out there, I'm still paranoid that people are just messing with me... at which point I become quite sure that it's true. I can't just go ask like "hey... you messin with my head?" because even if the answer is yes I would obviously get a no. Argh. It's complicated and I mostly like to go spiritual on the whole thing and just figure whatever paranoid thoughts I'm having probably stems from something deep down and if I can just sort myself out it will go away because there won't be any substance for symptoms like paranoia to feed off of AND I figure if I go see a shrink (which I don't so I wouldn't be seeing one who is quite familiar with me) and tell them what's going on they're just going to give me a change in medication and I'll just be making some OTHER drug company rich and yeah... lithium doesn't cost much but I don't pay for my meds yet. But when I DO start paying for them I don't wanna pay $250 a month just not proove that there's never nothing to talk about.
I certainly hope time and staying alive is the cure to any problem though.
*sigh* Well on a lighter note, why did you move out of MI?