Thanks Erika. I barely knew this man but I know what kind of daughters he brought up. They lived in the same town that my brother and his wife lived so they were like second parents to my brother especially when my parents died. he called them Mom and Dad. My brother said he wasn't expecting any of us to get over to the funeral or for visitation so he doesn't even know we were going to be there. Sometimes I just hate it when MS gets in the wway of my MS.But I also know what we learn from it helps us grow and how we react gives other inspiration. But darn it, sometimes I just get tired of being some one elses inspiration.